My life and How i want it to be now


I’m little sick of being emotional and disturbed.. i just want to live a robotic life for a while.. emotionless and solitary.. without attachments and expectations.. Too much of agony and despair to go down that line so soon again..
Cutting the crap.. I just want to focus on the job at hand.. nothing else.. no chics, no booze, no smokes, no travel.. just plain and good old studies.. Period! Something that’ll return satisfaction and not disappointment.
I’m ready to fail.. I’m just not ready to be hurt on the grounds of faith, belief, trust, love, expectations, hopes, affection, friendships and relationships..
Sometimes just being helps more than being in a company..
Bye the Bye..
Drink me up hearties..!!!
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4 thoughts on “My life and How i want it to be now

  1. I’m little sick of being emotional and disturbed(too).. i just want to live a robotic life for a while (too).. emotionless and solitary.. without attachments and expectations.. Too much of agony and despair to go down that line so soon again..(Totally agree)

    Cutting all the crap written below this. No Booze? Mad or what..??
    Of course No chics or smoke and No studies or work please.. Just plain boring sleep and stare and eat(if someone else is cooking)
    I don’t let myself do this. I want to try but I forget when I get the chance..
    I need that emotionless attachment-less expectation-less hopeless life.. for a while. Just for a while.

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