I always thought staying alone was fun!!! big time fun… “door ke dhol suhaane lagte hain” some indian is supposed to’ve said.. i discovered the truth recently..
And the time was just not right for me move alone in a place which i dint associate myself with..
the pressure at work was just too much with questions being raised bout my performance and productivity which again was useless considering i was moved into a new team only a week back… so nothing was working for me… work pressure, new place, no arrangements for food, lot of money invested, and nothing in place….
So it was a sad situation… I dint have internet either to let me communicate with the rest of the world.. But then i knew sulking won’t help things.. i had to finally change the way i was thinking…. and i was making good efforts at it.. i recently got an internet connection and its much better a feeling to be sitting and writing this blog than sitting quite staring at the ceiling and doing nothing sat all (thats after you’ve read the reader’s digest and the novel to the extent i ccould)…
Today i’m well settled there with everything in place but i now have realsed that its after alll not all fun and freedom staying all alone though thats sure to come soon… ( i’ll soon find myself dancing in the towel early in the morning without caring two hoots bout a soul in the world or sleeping nude for that matter :P)
But on the whole i’m looking forward to decorating my room Wake Up Sid style and having some fun staying alone talking to me, bloggin more often and writing dairies and reading novels.. all this apart from the studies… 🙂